i have secrets. secrets i would only tell if a gun was pressed up agaisnts my head. And even then, i would spit them out of my mouth as if i had an option besides death. People say i will open up as i get older, but who really knows, i am at the young age of 15 and like most 15 year olds i am confused. I wonder if what i am doing is right, and sometimes i want to do the wrong thing just because i know its wrong. And when it comes to my secrets, i have billions.... and it starts with the small things like taking the peice of candy from your teachers desk in first grade, or when you saw or experienced something that will never be spoken of again, or the thoughts in your head you would never say in front of your mother, or anyone. If people shared their secrets more often i think we would be surprised to see how alike we all really are. The problem is as much as people say it is cool to be diffrent (and dont get me wrong it is) no one wants to be misunderstood and rejected for who they really are. And when it comes down to it, we all have moments when we turn nasty, ugly, needy, and pathetic on the inside but does that really define who we are? NO, but sadly that is what people see. Because people like to feel that they are normal, and it makes sense if you only see the bad things about people because it makes you feel like you are better than them. But the reality is, we need to stop being so selfish and realize that everyone has feelings. Yes i know it sounds so simple but often taken for granite....espcially in high school. But if you just looked at people flaws as a unique part of them, or gave a little extra effort to be nice to your enemy....I turly belive life would be so much more beautiful, and i am not a hippi or anything i just think i have a pretty good out look on life, and i have my ups, downs, breakups, makeups, mistakes, loves, break downs, selfish, moments just like everyone, and i just want to share my life and hopefully inspire and touch the hearts of those who read this.
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